How the dawn’s light releases the sweet rose

How the dawn’s light releases the sweet rose;
O how my heart recalls what love she bestows.

But now, O now I am adrift on pounding wave;
what I once held in my arms has become a rave.

The girl, my love, with her long and scented hair
regards me not with even a cold, heartless stare.

Those were the days, the days of bough and vine
and the book of her lips declaiming divine wine.

Now I chew the cud of the ruminant, reason,
and delight in the vomit of the mind’s treason.

Who can say what represents love’s just reward?
I saw a dead man walking singing the Word.

O Darvish, how you sing a song that few enjoy;
O Darvish, how your song despairs of finding joy!

 

 

 

 

 

 

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Speculative Thoughts About Meherabad Machinations

Erico Nadel was murdered while engaged in the investigation of shonky Meherabad land transactions and other issues. Perhaps this was no coincidence. Who are the players involved? We know for certain that Erico was highly displeased with Mehernath Kalchuri’s behavior as a trustee of the AMBPPCT (Avatar Meher Baba Perpetual Public Charitable Trust) for his vicious attacks against the orphanage, Pumpkin House and presumably in his capacity as the trustee responsible for land acquisition as well. Erico stated his belief on several occasions that under no circumstance should Mehernath become the Chairman of the Trust which was his father’s- the standing Chairman Bhau Kalchuri’s, earnest and pathetic (as he was obsessed with creating a Kalchuri dynasty) desire.  Details are unfortunately sketchy as to what exactly the dossier contained that Erico prepared on Mehernath’s skulduggery and which he allegedly divulged, or was about to divulge, to a certain Trustee residing at Meherazad, when he was murdered.  No Trustee to my knowledge  has ever acknowledged seeing or discussing its contents.

The broader context for a discussion of this subject concerns Bhau Kalchuri’s role in initiating and promoting land acquisition around Meherabad. What alliances were made to further this objective? What developers were part of this scenario? The name of the contractor Joshi, who built the MPR- the Meher Pilgrim Retreat, and who is presently under contract to build the “Memorial Spike”- at extremely high cost-overrun- evidently the current cost estimate is $800,000,  as was the case with the MPR, pops up. Who is the much despised Sharad, a former partner of James Cox who embarked on a revenge theme against Meherabad land purchasers when James Cox allegedly precipitously left India with their land development company’s cash and left him with only the titles to their investors’ purchases? Is his brother really a powerful former Ahmednagar politician or policeman? What kind of control does Sharad exert over the Trust and residents?

One hears talk of an Ahmednagar mafia whose tentacles have embraced Meherabad land speculation. It should be noted that in India there is no business like the pilgrimage business- witness Sai Baba’s Samadhi at Shirdi; is it possible that Meherabad is increasingly coming under the control of criminal elements?

And then what is one to say about the speculation in Meherabad land engaged in by Trustees and former/ present residents? What does the Trust have to say about this?

Some of the above is mere conjecture, but much is for certain. The outstanding question for particularly those who live at Meherabad and Meherazad  is what do they have to contribute to the public discussion of what really has gone on and is going on. The most amazing thing about the hitherto non-discussion about the selling of Meherabad is the absolutely deafening silence by Trustees and residents. It’s like this is not and never has been an issue! The standard conjecture to this observation is that they are frightened by what might happen by speaking out or are simply unwilling to put the Trust in a bad light that might result in the Trust being taken over by a government agency and resulting in the Trustees’ removal and the westerners’ expulsion from India.

I believe both Erico and Baba deserve better than such yawning and calculated indifference to a problem that will only fester if not addressed.

This blog post invites emendation and amplification.

 

 

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A Petition To The World Wide Meher Baba Community

Why is the AMBPPCT (Avatar Meher Baba Perpetual Public Charitable Trust) so reluctant to account for the Meherabad real estate holdings of  Trustees and past and present residents serving the Trust? Why is this not a matter of the public record in conformity with the required transparency and accountability befitting a Public Trust? Why should donors to the Trust and the public in general not be fully apprised by the AMBPPCT of who owns what land  and how they came to own that land? The public deserves to be informed as to the Trust policy on potential conflict of interest represented by land speculation by Trustees and those who serve and have served the Trust. Surely our Lord and Master, Avatar Meher Baba, would want such a policy.

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Green grow the rushes O

Green grow the rushes O,
how the rose blushes O;
but love conceals her face,
and her bright red lips O!

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Nature weeps icy tears

Nature weeps icy tears,
but Man denies his fears
and blubbers passionate
lies to warm senile years.

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The sea swells and carries the Viking boat

The sea swells and carries the Viking boat
to Odin’s shrine where the Norse warrior’s throat
sings his bloody oath to the One-eyed god:
Valhalla wraps the brave in a blue-grey cloak.

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Why do we suffer? A 1 minute interview with Dr. Darvish Khan

Interviewer: Why do we suffer?

Dr. Darvish: We suffer for primarily three reasons.

1) We forget to thank God for our pain. Thanking God for our pain converts it into bliss.

2) We forget to brush our teeth.

3) We steal relics and set up Beloved Altars and get into the dial-a-prayer business.

 

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Odin of blue-grey cloak trades one eye for drink

Odin of blue-grey cloak trades one eye for drink,
and his One eye shines like the Sun, never to blink.

He travels all the nine worlds like his own backyard:
two ravens, thought and memory, are his vanguard.

On the World Tree Yggdrasil Odin hangs himself,
to gain knowledge, the power of Runes and true wealth.

In the beginning, when fire froze and ice was aflame
Odin cut out his eye to drink the wine of lasting fame.

The two wolves, Geri and Freki are his companions
until the end of time when Fenrir proves the champion.

O long bearded god wielding the spear Gungnir,
you drank your fill from the depths of the well Mumir!

Darvish is a Viking raider in an elegant longboat
searching the seas for Odin in his blue-grey cloak.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

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The Selling of Meherabad (by Baba lovers)

This Facebook post by Judy Stephens is of pressing interest to all Baba lovers, and I repost it here on my blog for review for that reason.

“Yesterday, I saw the construction going on right in the open space next to Hostel-D and the MPC, up to the Karawalla fence and over to Ramesh Jangle’s house; a stone fence that blocks the back dirt road leading to the Aragaon village behind the MPC. This construction is by a developer! It seems there were two or three early Western residents who lived here for many years, being around the Mandali all that time, who had purchased the property in the early days (for very little money). The Trust at that time was not allowed to own much land, so residents bought land around Meherabad as it became available, this way to protect Meherabad. Well, it seems two of the owners were Gary Kliener and Jack Small. I was told the land was offered to the Trust, but the Trust could not afford the current market price (land cost here is now a few hundred thousand dollars an acre). The Trust could pay what the market price was 10 years ago. This was not good enough to the resident owners (none live here anymore), they wanted the current market price–so they sold it to a developer. I felt like crying when I saw the wall fence blocking the back road. I know it is not my business, but why was profit more important to them then protecting Meherabad?! They lived here all those years! They lived with the Mandali all those years! I don’t understand how they could not care more about Meherabad than the extra profit they made selling to a developer. We all live on Earth such a short time— Meherabad is for the whole world! My heart feels sick and crying! Also, why did they not give Baba lovers a chance to donate money to the Trust to cover the difference in the cost of the land. I know the money would have been raised. Why? Why? Why?”

The selling of Meherabad is in right earnest- with very heady profit to be made indeed. It is heartening to witness those who lived and served at Meherabad with such toil to finally make a handsome return on their selfless service of so many years. No doubt “The Kleiner” deserves at last, after decades of improvisation, to finally make a deal. This is his crowning moment, and we should all brashly applaud.

 

 

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A Short, Speedy History of American Racism

America’s considerable problem with racism goes back to its beginning with the genocide of the Native American. Unlike the Black African, the First American was not useful as a slave and was thus better off dead or out of sight on a reservation, and which thus provided the opportunity for the captive Black to provide the labor (capital) required to create a genteel society. The early history of America is largely about creating the possibility to better one’s condition on the broken backs of these “colored” peoples.

But not just the early history. The latter history of America requires the helpless and hapless immigrant to validate the triumph of the dog-eat-dog American Dream. The poor immigrant is essential to perpetuate the willingness to work for next to nothing to get a foot in the door of opportunity, and thus enrich and validate established white elites.

Slave labor was initially Black but with the abolition of slavery and the rise of an industrial economy it soon came to denote a growing and desperate non-Black populace as well: the corporation replaced the plantation.

The corporation is the revival of a slave economy by which the masters- the 1%, own and command the working people. (Remember that capitalism is dependent on marginalized labor to produce profit that accrues largely to the owners of the means of production.)

After the Great War, the war against Fascism and its allies, the euphoria of Democracy’s triumph so thoroughly addled America’s brain that the venality of capitalism swallowed it entirely, whereby it (America’s brain) to this day remains a gelatinous and malignant throbbing mass.

America has dedicated itself in the post WWII period to dominate the world’s resources in the name of Democracy and Freedom, and to ensure the success of this endeavor has contrived innumerable wars including the recent invasions of the Middle East. Its proxy States, Saudi Arabia and Israel, are the most racist and repressive of countries in the region, and both promote a chauvinism that celebrates and empowers a racial and religious Nationalism. Salafi Islam, based on Wahhabism, is the most repressive and fanatic iteration of Islam and is the state religion of Saudi Arabia- and is responsible for Islamic terrorism worldwide; in the case of Israel, the racism of Zionism has increasingly become an implacable policy which has resulted in stark and brutal Apartheid: the Palestinians of the West Bank and Gaza are treated like dogs (worse than slaves).

It is the greatest irony that Barrack Obama, a bi-racial President (with an Arabic name), should have elected to continue policies that project American racism into the Middle East. And it is the greatest irony that he should have elected to continue policies that curtail and repress liberty and freedom domestically in the name of a national security that essentially empowers white elites.

American racism is inseparable from this country’s predatory and traumatic economic and cultural history. “Shock and Awe” has been the consistent basis for the formation of capital from the beginning; the agricultural, industrial and corporate exploitation of both human and natural resources has only been possible on the basis of socializing greed as an exalted and rapacious patriotic activity. The American Dream is increasingly becoming revealed for what it always has been from the beginning- the American Nightmare.

It is not possible to address racism simply on the basis of perceived and demonstrable inequality; systemic racism is such for the reason that it is in fact the very basis for the American Way of Life: capitalism is exploitive by definition. Global warming and climate change are Nature’s way of making the point that there are limits to the exploitation of human and natural resources, and that it cannot go on forever.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

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